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Thursday, October 27, 2005
updates.. 5:04 PM

hmm wow been a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i blogged.. hmm.. well for starters... my exams tis term r seriously goin down the drain.. they just suck! i tink the best papers i got bck were frm english. i got like 97% for my literature which rocked! my composition was good too.. err.. cant remember wat i wrote.. only knew i had a frigging short time to finish the last essay.. but i got an A for tat.. hmm my comprehension.. miss su said i got top ten.. yea tats mega cool.. hmm oh and i got a B for my sejarah! not exactly wat i wanted but at least it wasnt a C.. guess the late nites craming at the last min worked.. sighs.. even my art wasnt good.. i got like 89%.. and we all noe cikgu chai only gives 90+%.. so i must haf misbehaved or smtg.. which really sucks cos normally my art pulls my average up.. so frig it! hmm now for the sadistic story..

failed maths enrichment which is new for me.. my maths used to be stable.. a stable A- but now its like.. a frigging E.. shit! i just needed like one more mark to pass.. yet my lovely teacher wouldnt give it to me.. sighss.. guess the person i should be blaming is myself eh? sheesh.. hmm so wat esle did i get a D for? hmm.. really tis is the WORST term ever in the history of.. skooling... frig it! maths in primary u nvr had to study for them.. jsut the typical plus minus divide times crap.. but now.. there're like formulas n crap.. arrghh.. oh yea.. my penulisan came bck.. got a good D.. it was suppose to be 45% but the arse minused 5% cos it wasnt tidy.. screw tidyness! i had so little time! im lucky i even finished! frig it! anyways enough bout stupid exams.. sighs moving on..

hmm for the past week my house has been occupied by many visitors.. saturday nite miffys mum n aunt came to visit. hmm i was super nervous.. wat if the mum was like a witch or smtg? some old nagging busybody who was rude n etc. hahaha but wen i saw her.. wow.. i had to ask miffy again which one her mum was.. she looked soo prettty! she was white n young.. wahh.. n she looked alot like water.. cool.. heeh btw her aunt is a cop.. how cool :P hmm then for the past few nites i din sleep very well as miffy wouldnt go to sleep.. arrgh.. we talked n talked n played cards.. she can actually do some card tricks which was kinda cool.. then they left like on wed morn.. overall her mum n aunt are pretty cool themselves.. they really nicee.. and it was funny trying to communicate wif her mum seeing tat i dun speak cantonese n she doesnt speak english.. we had to result to sign language which was hilarious.. her aunt spoke english but we still had trouble communicating so ya noe.. :)

then after tat.. cousins frm sydney came.. wow.. they left like just now.. so yea.. im just lazy to type the details n stuff.. err oh i got BRACES! they din really hurt tat much the firs tday but the nxt day they started to really hurt.. i cant even eat solid anything.. grrr.. the only thing i can eat without suffering any pain is porridge.. which isnt very baad cos i like porridge.. but my mums fds daughter said she had to wait 2weeks before the pain eventually wen away.. tat means im gona hafta survive on PORRIDGE for about 2weeks! God pls let porridge be delicious each time i eat it..

wen to keiths party on friday nite.. it was FUN! :) haha tho my parents forbade me i still wen.. yea.. living on the edge ;) ahah watever.. anyways it was cool.. we swam frm 5pm till 10pm.. haha we ate soooo much! frigging full.. loads of ppl wen.. so funn.. played bball in the water.. and somehow we got so frigging high.. at least i did.. joey n tim were constantly shouting 'PUNK ROCK SKIN BABY!'.. i din get it but it was soo funny at the time i couldnt stop laughing.. i still dun get it but its funny.. n everytime we say it now i start laughing :P hehe love my fds.. ohh then later we wen up to keiths condo n drank englishmen tea.. ahah ash was being so irritating bout table manners.. hehe but the tea was REALLY good.. haha then wen bck round 10pm.. my aunt told my mum bout it n so i got bombed wen they came bck frm KL.. crap.. sighss.. still love my fds tho.. PUNK ROCK SKIN BABY! haha LaTeRsSsss...

P.S if u dun believe me check out the pic.. just the look on joeys face shows how crazy we were tat nite.. sighs.. PUNK ROCK SKIN!

Friday, October 07, 2005
BMI.. haha 7:18 PM

crap.. so tireed.. exams just like nxt week.. aduh aduh.. less than a week again.. first day is eng..eng and sejarah! Aaaaaaarggghh!! sejarah! at least not in the middle or the last again.. last time it was always in the middle.. same day as geo.. make me so headache trying to study both at the same time.. heheh :P

always hafta study form1-2 notes!! for science is the same thing! thank GOD geo is not! thank u God!! thank u God!! thank u God!! hehehe.. wat esle? im not sure if KH is form1-2.. if it is.. CRAAAAAP!! diana leong is such a witch.. i dun care she says anymore.. she always screams at me.. doesnt she noe wen she yells at me.. i just forget EVERYTHING! my mind just totally goes blank.. and im just like lost.. wif her rite bhind me breathing down my neck.. someone can honestly just panic and freak out.. so many times.. i wonder wat the consequences would be.. if i actually yelled bck.. maybe scream on top of my lungs.. maybe shout 'SHUT UP!' or 'I CANT DO ANYTHING IF U WONT SHUT UP! SO GET OFF MY BACK!'... so many times.. so many times...

guess the human in me is the only thing stopping me... honestly.. someone can really mad working wif tat woman.. one time she came to skool wif one of her eyes red.. it was sooo creepy and gross.. she said the stress of the form3s caused one of her blood vessels in her eyes to burst.. EWWWWWW! i kept imagining how gross it would be if like a swarm of mosquitoes suddenly flew rite into her eye.. to suck the blood.. OH GOD GROSS!!!! crap just gave myself goosebumps tinking bout tat.. YUCK! YUCK! oh crap.. freaking myself out..

ANYWAYS.. moving on.. the form3s PMR are already here.. i heard everyone saying the BM paper was easy.. hmm and i saw afew questions in the maths paper.. not very difficult some of them.. im starting to freak out bout PMR.. honestly.. like joel said 'if one year is easy.. the nxt year is gona be hard'... crap.. its OUR year nxt year! ... oh man.. oh man.. oh man!!!

if i dun get 7As.. its like.. oh man.. not tat my parents would kill me.. (they have laws on those kind of murders) but its just the disappointment they will haf wif me TAT would kill me.. family relatives.. its like.. news spread so fast.. nxt thing u noe.. ure either the pride of the family.. or the black sheep in the family.. haha.. i noe im making it sound alil too dramatic.. but im just realy really scared and nervous..

not to mention my enrichment paper came bck and i totally failed.. i just dun get a thing bout Emily Jong.. the way she teaches is just straight frm the book.. makes me regret quitting cikgu wongs tuition. normally i had no problems.. but now im totally blur.. surprised she still teaches at Lodge.. i was so closed to the passing mark.. and its gona be in the report card! how great is tat!?!?!? :'( my first E.. my first RED SPOT.. how am i gona face my parents? how am i gona face my mum? ... lifes hard.. sometimes.. LaTeRsSsss...

Wednesday, October 05, 2005
matang.. stupid matang.. 7:04 PM

aiyar.. actually wrote a whole blog alraedy.. but then my dad disconnected the line so the whole thing just disappeared.. crap man.. i wrote so long agian.. grrr.. start all over again.. sighs ok anyways we wen to matang like on monday i tink.. yea monday.. seemed like so long ago..

anyways it sucked.. we wen to the same place for like 2-3 times already.. looking at the same things.. over and over again. pity the poor animals being locked up in a limited space area which they hafta call home. i saw these 2 orang utans tat really made me sad.. one was just a lil guy.. quite young and very naughty.. lol :P his name i mean.. her name is Doris.. lol heard the jaga calling her tat. the other orang utan was a bigger male. like really really big! his face is huge! his body.. his arms.. his legs.. his size.. WOAH! :P

seriously.. soooo big.. but it looked so adorable.. haha no idea his name is tho.. i read this info thingy stuck on the wall giving some info bout orang utans. they can live up to 30yrs.. depending on the care provided by the keepers.. if it was very looked after they could go to 40yrs.. my teacher asked the keeper how old it was.. he said 27yrs.. WOW! 27yrs the poor guys been stuck in tat stupid dirty secluded area called 'home'. made me really sad to imagine his life.. poor guy.. hope its happy in some way..

made me realy appreciate being human! :P err so we saw acouple of animals.. some of the places we wen din even HAVE animals.. bet the ppl thr just try n trick us.. saying they're hiding or smtg.. SUCKS MAN! :( we had much more fun on the bus and while resting.. it was SUCH A HOT DAY! everyone.. i mean EVERYONE was sweating like crazy.. eww.. gross :P lol took like a ton of pics.. still waiting for certain friends to come online so can recieve the pics@! ahha on the bus ride back.. we took really 'embarrassing' pics.. haha

theres a pic of me sitting on radhie's leg and lying on ham at the same time.. hahhaha.. then tim came out of no way.. putting out his tongue as if.. u noe.. hahaha so STUPID! made me laugh like craaazy!! then like 4-6 cameras kept flashing.. snapping away.. hahahah damn funny.. theres a pic of me trying my best to look horny.. the result.. was hilarious.. lol :P love my friends.. life would really suck without stupid ppl like tis... LOL! :P took a couple more in skool.. yea i noe.. we're so vain.. hahahah :P just sucks my camera wen out on batt so fast.. sighhs

go my friendster to find the pics.. hehe well LaTeRsSsss...