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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
happy bloody new years 5:43 PM

today is the last day of the year.
honestly, i thought i be spending it happier surrounded by friends and entertainment and laughter.

but due to recent events, i just don't feel like a celebratory mood.
not like i can go out anyway either.

if someone told me a few days ago that this would be how i'm spending my new years,
i wouldn't have believed them.

i hope everyone has a great happy new year.

what a shitty way to end 2008 and to start 2009.

oh and on a totally different topic,
i hate people who can't say what they feel.
i hate the kind of people who say things just for the sake of saying them, you know?
i mean, what for say it if you don't mean it?

there is this person whom is never able to just say what he feels.

he always keeps to himself and never really gives an honest opinion about a particular subject.

he says what he thinks he's suppose to say, or at least, what a good friend is suppose to say.

but his words doesn't come from the heart.

i just hate it!
whenever i'm down or something, he'll say something like
'oh hey how are you? hope you feel better.'

or some crap like that.
notice how cold his message is.
there's no worry, there's no actual sense of concern.

it's just like a robot talking.

and the person is not necessarily a guy to the low IQ-ed.

i read that Taylor Swift's going to be in NY for new years, performing.
along with the Jonas Brothers.
i heard that new years in NY was a life changing experience and really beautiful.


i hope i can someday witness it too.


Tuesday, December 30, 2008
status of my beloved sasha 2:37 AM

it went down to 171 GB!@#!@#!#!@#!#

someone stop the madness!!

btw, i get it now.

it's prolly my virtual memory or whatever

but how do i get rid of that?!@#!@#

i should have totally paid more attention to Mr.Nelson Tang during computer class


instead of playing Red Alert with the guys


i have sinned.


Sunday, December 28, 2008
technologically challenged 1:23 PM

i am so irritated.

last night i was happily watching Gossip Girls.

i checked my computer and saw that i had 177GB in my local drive.

yay that's good.

then, i went to sleep.

nxt day, i returned and i opened my computer to see it changed to 174GB..




i haven't downloaded or installed anything new so what's up with that?!@#!

i am very careful about my notebook cos i'm terrified that something will happen to it
and i'm super cheapo when it comes to the space left in it!


i panicked and started looking through my files to see what program could i have accidentally installed or something without knowing, that was 3GB in size!!

that's a lot dude!

and it can't be Sims cause i properly uninstalled that already!

so i've been searching up all kinds of information at help centers available on my notebook.
i even went to websites, trying to figure out what i did or did not do.

i scanned my computer twice.
i'm currently running a disk defragmenter.
i've looked at my control panel three times over.
i am worried and annoyed and sad.

someone with some notebook intelligence pleaseee pleasee help me out.

i'm completely clueless!!



.. please



Friday, December 26, 2008
pictures are always better than words 11:47 PM

an extremely brief summary of what i did today :


oh yeah, for on xmas day :

awww.. how cute is that?


gotta love the holidays man


interesting nevertheless :) 2:52 AM

random info of the day :

what was the best selling book sold in America this year?
clue : it ain't Harry Potter ;)

haha super random



Wednesday, December 24, 2008
christmas eve 2:51 PM

wow time really flies by fast.
can you believe it?
it's dec 24th today!
it's Christmas Eve people!!!!
like wow, Christmas is back.
it's probably due to our tropical climate that the people in Malaysia don't really seem to give a damn about it.
or maybe it's just my family.
haha oh well, i didnt realize that it was Christmas tomorrow.
i can still remember CNY vividly in my head.
driving 5 hours to Sarikei with my sisters and parents in our cramped car,
playing fireworks with my cousins whom i rarely get to meet,
being exhausted from the journey,
going out with friends to other friends' houses,
playing blackjack - losing my ang pao money :( .

and fast forward a bit, then boom!
Exams are over.
Mock is over.
SPM is over.
all those late night cramping and pulling out my hair is over.
all those breakdowns are over.
all those worrying is over.
all those sleepless night are over.

then TA DA!
Christmas Eve!
man, time flies by too fast sometimes.
if you're not careful, you just might miss out on everything worth remembering.
hmm life is so strange.
we live out our lives, we do what we're suppose to do, fulfill our responsibilities,
then what next?
after SPM ended, most of us were just kinda in a daze.
we didn't know what to do or what not to do.
even doing things which were so common and simple to us like watching tv felt foreign.
going online, not to search up information about EST or test papers, felt out of place.
at the beginning of course.

now Christmas is coming.
you know what that means don't you?
the year 2008 is coming to a close.
few more days and it's all over.
another chapter closed in our book of life.
and on January 3rd, a new one opens up.
well for me anyway.

merry christmas you guys.


Tuesday, December 23, 2008
great titanic cover 9:41 PM

hey guys.
any of you seen Titanic?
if you haven't, you're weird.
if you have, isn't it like the most romantic love story ever?
besides 'A Walk To Remember' of course. ;P
i found this on youtube and it really had me in stitches.
haha enjoy :)


Sunday, December 21, 2008
gator VS python 10:32 PM

ever wondered what would happen if a python got into an argument with an alligator?
ever wondered who would win?
how about how would they fight one another?
cause frankly, i can't imagine it myself.
i have seen an alligator fought with a lion, duh the alligator would totally kick the lion's arse.
but how about a python?
a 1.8m alligator against a 3.9m Burmese python?

i bet whatever your answer is, it's wrong.

They both die.

as you can see from above or not, the python actually exploded after it tried to swallow the alligator whole.


i tried analyzing the picture but i just can't see it.
lol it looks photoshop-ed.
i wished they took more pictures at different angles so at least i could see the bodies clearer.


haha it frigging exploded!
what the heck man?

It says that the python's remains were found with the victim's tail protruding from its burst midsection. Oh and the head of the python was missing.

so there you have it.
ha! i bet whatever your initial answer was, was wrong.
haha creepy random info, my specialty.



i am inlove 9:53 PM

hello everyone!
(ignoring the vacantness of the room)

how's your holidays going?
argh guess what guess what guess what!
i am inlove
today i fell inlove

just for giggles, i decided to msg a few of my friends saying only :
'i'm inlove'
i was curious of their reactions lol.

some answers were ridiculous though lol
anyway, sad to tell yall but my new found love aint a guy, OR A GIRL (-_-")
it aint even human.

haha i kinda forgot the model
i rmrb the model which i initially intended to buy which is a d5-1063 but it's huge!
and the model is out of stock -_-

anyway, so my dad and i went to notebook haven aka Saberkas with my sis and cousin.
we walked up and down for ages, just window shopping at random notebooks.
finally, we went to the second or third level to this computer shop (didnt bother to look at the name of the store)
anyway, we were greeted by a cute salesguy , Eddy.
haha anyway, we talked and talked and walked back and forth, analyzing all the different qualities in a hp notebook.

it was pretty tiring cause my dad kept checking and rechecking everything
btw i have no computer knowledge whatsoever
sure, i can type pretty fast, about 75 words per min (is that fast?)
i know how to install games and stuff
yep that's about it. lol
processors, RAMs, graphic cards etc.
you might as well be speaking to me about cars models and their engines -_-

so that's why i'm so thankful that i have my daddy who probably has a degree in just about anything.
my dad's the wisest guy i know.
anyway, long story short, we got my laptop at a bargain plus loads of freebies.
my notebook's cover is kinda brown in colour, with a free light green mouse and a purple 4GB pen drive.

haha my dad's philosophy :

'The notebook is brown representing the tree,
the mouse is green representing the leaves,
the pen drive is purple representing the fruits.'

it was so random and out of the blue, that i burst out laughing.
haha the randomness of my dad.
now i know where i inherit it from.

anyway, right now, i'm just so thrilled with my babeh.
i have lost interest in going out, all i want to do is play with my notebook.
btw, i'm thinking of a name for her.
so feel free to hit me with some ideas yo.
haha kinda sexist how people usually name their belongings eg. a car with female names.
haha but that's a completely different topic for a different post.

oh and i'm sorry for the lack of updates.
i'll be sure to update more often eh?
so please don't give up on me.
i was quite surprised to see my analytics when i checked my nuffnang account.
you encourage me to blog about more random stuff!
haha crap

i love my new notebook.



Saturday, December 13, 2008
happy bday andre! 12:51 AM

happy bday andre! =)

ash's awesome bday party

hmm kinda retarded looking pic but oh well :)

my fave pic of omg :)


Friday, December 12, 2008
first official movie review 12:04 AM

hey alright, so i went out today with the guys.
a few years ago, if i said the guys, i meant literally the guys!
but now, i'm proud to say, i have crossed over with the other sex and made new acquaintances. =)
anyway, what the hell am i talking about?

we went to see 'When The Earth Stood Still'
five words


it was so frigging terrible and dull and boring!
i was sitting there, waiting for the climax or something
but all i got was loud screeching noises that made my ears hurt

to make myself clearer :
andre sat next to me in the cinema with zoe on my left.
you could not have placed me next to two completely different individuals
on my right : zoe is sort of jumpy, comments and responds to every exciting or surprising action from the movie with her body language.

on my left : andre is slumped in his seat, staring blankly at the screen, and busy texting.

lol kinda funny.

anyway, we went to Duolos afterwards cause we just wanted to kill time and were bored
ash drove KL's car, joel drove zoe's aunt's car and KW drove his cooper.
btw, when a person is behind the wheel, he becomes A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT INDIVIDUAL!
lets just say, they were a lot of cursing and yelling lol.
haha that's all i got to say.

anyway, i cant remember the last time to see the huge ass ship.
i have only vague images like little tiny me staring at the enormous boat.
i can't really imagine the volunteers who live on the ship and sort of dedicate their time and energy to this magnificent ship.

i'm sort of claustrophobic so i dont think i will last long in a cramped compartment, sleeping with 3 other individuals.
hmm nevertheless, the thought of visiting so many different and foreign countries around the world plus meeting and making so many different friends kinda got me intrigued and interested.

for example, the girl who sold an ice cream to me on the ship was korean.
the guy whom i purchased a book by Max Lucado was german.
i just can't imagine the life they live and how they could possibly adjust back to reality once their time on Duolos is over.

kinda gets you thinking uh?
hm what would you do if you had the chance of a lifetime to live on the largest and oldest ocean liner in the world?
i read a brochure that said Duolos started in like 1914.
pretty cool.

alright that's all for now
i'm out.


Thursday, December 11, 2008
happy bday ash 1:33 PM

happy birthday ashley

those days with francis tan, mostly we just went there to eat the roti canai -_-

yes, that is ashley lee's ass. during damai, izzat's going-away-party

with the man =P
*not you ash, im talking about the dude in green*

omg, i look so frigging corpulent as asheby would say. argh
that tennis thing at that thai restaurant

my first kiss =)


Monday, December 01, 2008
davedays' version of 7 things 11:42 PM

words cant describe how this video made my day better.
lol btw davedays is kinda cute =)
i subscribed instantly after seeing this video.
you should too =)

I probably shouldn't say this.
Because my friends think that I'm weird.
Everytime I say I love you they remind me you can't hear.
It's because you're cardboard. I'm always ignored.
But you feel so real to me why can't they see.
And you're still standing in the same way.
Just how i left you yesterday, against the wall.
Don't fall.

The 7 things I hate about you.
You're fake, you break, you are not real.
If only I had something to feel.
You are 2D with no back side.
You cost me quite a lot to buy.
My friends are jerks they make fun of us.
Just know it hurts. I want to be with the real Miley.
And the 7th thing I hate the most about you
You make cardboard look cute ;-)

It's awkward and silent because cardboard cannot speak.
I wonder what you think about when you smile and stare at me.
Dood are you serious?! You're delirious? She is cardboard
she can't hear us.
YES I CAN. (lyke WTF)
Dood zomg did she just talk?!
She's been real all along! Say something again!


The 7 things I like about you.
You're hair, your eye, cardboard Levis.
When we kiss you're hypnotized.
You let me do whatever I want.
I can't wait till Chris is gone! ;-)
We never fight when I hold you tight
Ow! Splinter! Ohhh it's alright!
I wanna be with the real Miley.
And the 7th thing I like the most about you.

You make cardboard look cute.