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Monday, April 28, 2008
creepy shit : Austria Abuse Scandal 11:13 PM

definately one of the most disturbing things i have ever heard of..

my parents were watching some big thing on BBC world news few minutes ago and they refused to tell me about it -_- so i just search 'austria abuse' on www.bbcworld.com. lol wonders of technology.

basically, a 73 year old man has imprisoned his daughter for 24 years... thats TWENTY-FOUR FRIGGING YEARS! omg.. and he has repeatedly raped her. in those 24 years of captivity, she gave birth to six children!! SIX! but sadly one of them died, and the father threw the dead baby in the incinerator.. omg.. told u incinerators are bad! (talking bout EST exam question.. lol nvm)

omg.. that is so frigging disturbing. click here to find out more. argh. im so disturbed. the daughter who is now 42 years old, is Elisabeth F. her eldest daughter, Kristen, 19 is seriously ill and has been hospitalized. actually she was the reason the Austrian police found out about this insanely creepy incident. ...

Elisabeth had to live in the cellar of her father's 3-storey house. and her mother had completely no idea her daughter was being raped or lived under her nose the entire 24 years of her daughter's disappearance. lyk wth!!!! as if!

i would upload the pics of the cellar but think it mite take too long. go bbcworld.com to check it out yourself. i cant believe she managed to survive in that super cramped and narrow hallway for twenty four years.. it just makes me cringe thinking about it. that poor girl. i just saw a picture of Elisabeth when she was 18 or 19, she's sooo beautiful. that's when she disappeared or supposedly ran away from home. in actual fact, she says her father drugged her, handcuffed her then kidnapped her into the cellar of their home.

omg... this is so disturbing. what's happening to the world?! recently, theres a 'couple' in australia too where a man and his DAUGHTER are supposedly sleeping with each other and already given birth a baby girl. and they say they're happy... omg.. this is too much. please stop with the incest! no more!! arggh find someone your own age weirdos!

argggh whats WRONG WITH THE WORLD?!!! too much lovee in the wrong places!!!!

Saturday, April 26, 2008
4minutes video 11:44 AM

i have no mtv.. so i havent seen Madonna's latest video with JT, 4 minutes but i heard the song and its hot. but i saw miley cyrus's version of it, where she danced along with her friends and channing tatum and the dancing crew from Step Up 2 .... and................................................
it's way hot!

i love miley cyrus's version of 4 minutes. its way better than madonna's one where i have no idea what the whole music video is about.

check it. the moves in miley's video are so sick and frigging awesome. i want to watch Step Up 2 again! anyone with the DVD, you know where to find me. =)

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
22th april 11:29 PM

was in class during add maths to be exact, tinking about a new post for my blog. tinking about shuis previous sports day post got me tinking.. i felt exactly lyk how she did. notice i said past tense for her but for me, its present tense.. always has been. anyway i came up with smtg.

i am lonely

then as i thought longer whilst pretending to nod at mrs.ngus teachings.. i came up with another one..

i am frigging pissed off.

thinking about it just made me more agitated.

do i have a right to be angry?

do i have a right to be jealous?

well, hell yeah im frigging jealous.

i cant believe even he/she did it...

next problem.. what happens next?

what do i do?

just pretend to not care and go on living my life?

or speak up?...

what do i do?

God, how i wished things were lyk form 2 or form 3 again.

i will never forget what you guys did for me in form 2.
i had the best time.. ever

where have we all gone?

*current mood : frigging cibeh frustrated and lil emo*

Wednesday, April 16, 2008
oprah, the anti-christ? 7:58 PM

wow.. this i got the strangest advice ever from my sister.

'Sandra, don't watch Oprah. She's part of an anti-christ cult'

... yeah i was kinda speechless too when i saw it. then i went on youtube and this is what i found..

this video is titled 'Oprah Winfrey - Is this the anti-christ?'

for those who are unfamiliar, the bible says that someone will rise among us and lead the most powerful country in the world into hell. he is the Anti-Christ bcos he will teach us to go against Christianity. its somewhere in the bible. im not exactly sure where myself but i remember a speaker and talking about this in my church.

if you want a clearer understanding, simply go and download the movie 'Left Behind' and 'Left Behind 2'. its a christian movie about what is to come in future which is when the anti-christ has risen.

this got me thinking.. the bible said the anti-christ will fool many people on earth and made them turn against their christian beliefs. he will be charismatic and many will fall under his charm and he will bring many to hell with him. those who are weak in their beliefs or are confused, will fall easily into his trap of lies and deceit.

okay so back today, Oprah Winfrey is as voted by Times Magazine, one of the most influential person in our modern day society.

*she talks about this New Age cult in a book written by Eckhart Toller(forgot the spelling of his last name) called 'A New Earth'.*

and if you are watching the american politics right now, you will know that Oprah is supporting Obama. as i was watching the video, i immediately thought about how it all was connected and similar to the philosophy written in the bible. about how a man will rise among us, fool everyone with his lies and drag them all to hell with him, the anti-christ.

what if Obama is the anti-christ? some of you might say im crazy but im just saying... seriously think about it. i wouldnt post this if i wasn't truly disturbed by the video. so.. yeah.
i would love to hear your views on this. go search up keywords oprah winfrey and anti-christ. dont just toss this aside and continue watching Oprah's tv show jst bcos you think she's not like that or something.

what if..
what if what's she done in her life were merely an act to win you over?
what if she has been working like a saint simply to win the heart and trust of viewers?
what if she is putting the big plan in action, now that she has a million fanbase?
what if she is connected to what the bible has been trying to warn us?
what if.. she is the anti-christ?

there are a million what ifs.. and to be honest, im a little confused and worried right now.
like a lot of people, i love Oprah because of her kind heart and generous contributions to society.
then this happens.. now i don't know what to think.

oh i forgot to mention that there is a book entitled 'Don't drink the kool-aid'. its about not believing in the oprah/obama cult and showing the negatives of it. you can check it out here. do yourself a favor by reading the excerpts from the book. i want to try and find this book. hmm someone msg me if you see it in kuching.

fun fact: the book is called 'dont drink the kool-aid' bcos :

In 1978, some 900 members of the People’s Temple cult committed mass
suicide in Jonestown, Guyana by drinking a mixture of grape Kool-Aid,
Valium and Cyanide. Little could these poor souls have imagined that the
group they had joined for its promise of spiritual understanding and social
justice would end up asking them to feed their children the sugar-laden
poison before killing themselves. The sad truth, though, is that they had
already drank the “Kool-Aid” long before they took their own lives, by
killing off their ability to think critically and independently. Humans are
endowed with extraordinary powers of observation and analysis, and yet we
are also susceptible to deep-seeded desires for acceptance and conformity
which too often demand that we silence our inconvenient truths.

~ Oregon Commentator, University of Oregon

Monday, April 14, 2008
wah.. no wonder everyone prefer working overseas.. O.O 10:00 PM

Doctor becomes suicidal

ALOR STAR: There was drama at the Sultanah Bahiyah Hospital here when a lady doctor sat on the ledge of the sixth floor and threatened to jump.

It is learnt that the doctor, in her 20s, became distressed after an argument with a colleague at about 8am.

A security guard, who saw the doctor sitting on the ledge outside at 9.55am, called out to her to go back into the doctor’s restroom.

Saved: A fireman, assisted by another, dragging the doctor from the ledge.
Hospital security then summoned the police. A squad from the Fire and Rescue Department also sped there.

Police and firemen tried coaxing the doctor for nearly an hour, with other doctors also joining in the effort.

By that time, a large crowd of onlookers had gathered.

Firemen tried to approach her on a skylift, but the doctor threatened to jump.

Earlier, another team in a skylift (left) tried to coax her to abandon the suicide attempt.
Officials said the distressed doctor, who was clad in jeans and a long-sleeved blouse, had a penknife and had told them that she wanted to “release tension.”

At about 11am, a policeman went up and handed the doctor a cellphone.

The doctor then made a call and was talking to someone when a fireman came and grabbed her from behind.

Hospital director Dr Che Pah Ahmad said the doctor would be given counselling.

talk about FREAAAAKY shiat.. lol O.O

Saturday, April 12, 2008
cant tink of a title rite now.. 6:46 PM

crap.. jst heard the hitz.fm saying Celine Dion's concert is tomorrow in KL

loads of people have been asking me what i wanted as a bday present.. well guys im telling you
right now.


i want to go to Celine Dion's concert in KL.
i want to go bcos i love her music.
and this is super rare opportunity bcos as you noe, why would any supermega celebs come to malaysia? so yeah.
shes an inspiration for me.
i have always loved her music since i first saw her on tv
i love her voice, her spirit, her heart and her soul.

one of the worlds most amazing singers of all time

haha so yeah.. thats what i secretly wanted.

think you guys can make it happen? =)

Friday, April 11, 2008

oh yeaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah oh yeaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

noe wat im 'oh yeaaaah'-ing?




such joy... tink i mite even cry.. =')
now i can enjoy perez-ing wifout any guilt and sleep early at night! YES!!!!! =)

well.. actually exams over for now.. but ... SPM is still out there.. lurking.. waiting to pounce... aiming for my jugular vein.. haha AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!! =)

Friday, April 04, 2008

LOL thought this was funny. =)










P.S. : happy bday keeevey! =)
P.S.S. : happy bday dazzling! aka Princess Gisele -_-"