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Saturday, April 25, 2009
idiots 12:48 AM

i have to get something off my chest.
i absolutely HATE IT when people comment on other people lyk

'omg u did your work? WOW! YOU'RE SO HARDWORKING!'

it fking pisses me off.
lyk what the hell is wrong with you?
why the hell must you say that so loudly again in front of everyone as if the person is a freak or smtg?
if she wants to do her work, LET HER FKING DO HER WORK.
WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?
YOU GOT PROBLEM WITH HER DOING HER WORK IS IT?

WTF IS WRONG WIF THAT?
JEEZ
AS IF YOU'RE NOT AT HOME STUDYING YOUR ASS OFF
BUT WHEN YOU COME TO SCHOOL 'OH NOO I NEVER STUDY. SHIT LA HOW SO HARD?'
FCK THAT

some people in my school love doing it
i can be in the library copying notes
and someone can come up from behind me and say
'WOW so hardworking eh?'

WTF WAIT
LET ME ASK YOU SOMETHING
WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THE LIBRARY?

EATING? SLEEPING?
WHAT? I'M CURIOUS

STUDYING? POSSIBLY
UH OH THAT MAKES YOU DAMN HARDWORKING LE!

SO WTF DO U GIVE ME SO MUCH SHIT FOR JUST COPYING NOTES FROM OTHER PEOPLE
WTF

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY STUFF LYK
'OH YOU DID THE PAPERS? WOW SHIT LA. YOU DAMN HARDWORKING LE.'

those people who claim 'Oooo.. i didn't study how how?' and get good grades
can just go screw themselves.
cant you just go along with your own life and do your work and shut the hell up?
as if commenting on other people makes you feel any smarter or superior
wtf is wrong with you?

you stereotype people when you do stuff lyk that
i was talking to someone about a smart person then she went and gave me a disgusted face and said
'HAI YA! THAT ONE DAMN NERD ONE LA. STUDY ALL THE TIME ONE.'

i was thinking WTF
you don't even know that other person well
so what if they're good in studies?
you claim their studies damn good so they no life la
they're immediately nerds?

WTF IS WRONG WITH BEING A NERD?
I WANA BE A FKING NERD

to people who are what i just described,
SCREW YOU and GET A LIFE

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Friday, April 24, 2009
i never win 3:59 PM

why do i bother?
i can never seem to win
this whole week has been so shitty
probably the worst week that i can ever remember having
test after test after test

screwed up my fking math investigative study shit
screwed up my math test
probably screwed up my chem test too
and bio

bio was the ONLY paper was so sure i did well in cos i spent the whole weekend studying for it
then just now..

ms ong said i used pencil to darken the objective space on the last page
in taylors, we suppose to use pen
so as a lesson to me, she only take half of all my correct obj answers

if she hadn't done that, i would have gotten 47/56

W. T. F.

then i came to a conclusion,

i will never amount to anything in life

i have this great opportunity here and i'm just blowing it


i just never win
in everything i do

i never win

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Saturday, April 11, 2009
to aaron teo 2 2:59 PM

sisters for life ;-)

stay strong everyone
he wouldn't have wanted everyone to be so sad
remember him happy
that's what i'm doing

last pics of him in my phone
him in a hair band lol


see i wasn't making it up
he actually wore a hair band.
lol he said it was too hot in KL.
notice how he folds his legs LOL
doing what he does best.
talking on his phones :P

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Thursday, April 09, 2009
to aaron teo 8:18 PM

words can't describe



'Bless are those who mourn for they will be comforted' matt 5:4



"Jesus said to her, 'I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies, and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. " John 11:25-26



i don't usually read the bible but this situation changes everything

my heart goes out to those who knew and loved him





from my post in POY :

to aaron

does anyone know how to move on after going through something lyk this?
cause i don't
please someone teach me, fill me in.
i.... i.... i still can't accept..... what's happened.
this morning, i went to school, went to phoebs apartment,
we just sat there and cried and shared some words.
i was calm and cool after we left
but when i saw shui mich and brian..
i broke down again.
i thought my tears would reach a limit whereby i would eventually just run out of them..
but that hasn't happened yet..

words can't describe.

this is not real..
this doesn't happen to real people.
it doesn't happen to your friends
and it certainly does not happen to good people

i just feel.. empty

i keep waiting for the time
when he'll reappear with his goofy smile and crooked glasses
when he'll crack a joke at me or elvina
when he would wear his hair band again, whereby suffering endless taunts from elv and i
when he would gel his hair up so high that he looked lyk a shark in a crowd
when he would offer us his cute yellow umbrella when it was raining
when he would smile whilst giving me that annoyed look whenever i said 'nos_evolution'
when he would swear when he was angry/happy/all the time actually :)

there's enough sadness on blogs, facebook, msn
i think we should dedicate this weekend to writing our fondest and happiest memories of aaron here.

the sun will to shine again people
i just need someone to constantly remind me that.

Godspeed everyone.

RIP aaron
1991-2009

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Saturday, April 04, 2009
college life part smtg 12:02 PM

the movies lied

college life is sooooo not what they portrayed on tv

:(

lol












LOL physics joke.
LOL so frigging funny this one.
must show mr.yong :P